Deep breath, it's all going to be okay. I just gotta keep trusting. At least that is what I keep telling myself every day. This past weekend I attended my local IF GATHERING women conference. The whole theme was on trusting God. Can I just say that the messages of the speakers just hit hard with me and convicted me? Well, that was definitely the case. Trusting God is something that I say all the time but am I REALLY trusting Him? It's not always easy to trust God especially when circumstances are hard and you feel like you are drowning but it is always worth it to trust God. My own life has been filled with more hard, dark times than one 23 years old should have to deal with and still I haven't lost my faith. Okay I lied, I've questioned it several times but haven't completely lost it.
"We know, dear brothers and sisters, that God loves you and has chosen you to be his own people." 1 Thessalonians 1:4 (NLT) I've struggled with self worth for a while as well as depression. It's taken me a while to even get to this point in my life where I can openly share about it but I believe God has a message that will encourage you from what He is teaching me. I've always wondered if I was good enough, qualified enough, or smart enough to blog or work in ministry. I'm not the most popular person and terrified of being a failure. The last few weeks especially have been rough because the devil has really been hitting me hard. In all honestly the lies he's been feeding me I started to believe.